Ashley Doesn't Want To Join Canoeing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PL girls look so damn good in SAJC uniform! Ahhh I miss PL very much. Think I'll go back on Friday for a while. Catch up with teachers and schoolmates as well as show off my chio uniform (:

School and lectures with Sean, Don and Ben have been great (: I really enjoy being with those guys, especially Lit lectures with Sean. I'm still waiting for the work load to hit me, the pressure, mugging, complaining etc. I kinda miss that...

*phone rings. Andrea picks up.*
Andrea: Jie, it's for you.
Ashley: Hello? I call you back later can? Bye bye!
Andrea: Ohhhhh I know who it is!!! Dominic!!
Ashley: Whattttt. No lorr.
It was Donovan -.-

Mum: .....chanting.
Ariane: Mummy, what's "chanting"?
Ashley: Rah rah ah ah ah, roma roma mah...

Off to prepare Chemistry notes for Dom!

Stop Calling I Don't Want To Talk Anymore

Ashley (on the phone): Eh, later I call you back okay. I having htht with my mum and sisters.
Ariane: I know what htht means!
Ashley: Really meh. What?
Ariane: Hunted treasure hunted treasure!

Ariane: Mummy, DaJie is in SAJC right?
Mum: Yeah, why?
Ariane: Cos I know what SAJC means. It means Sweet And Juicy College.

Ashley, Andrea, Alesha and Ariane playing on the bed...
*Andrea takes away Ariane's pillow*
Ariane: ErJie! Gimme back my pillow!
Andrea: Okay, I will if you tell me what "pillow" is in Chinese.
Ariane: Ummm.... I don't know!
Mum: 枕头 (zhen tou) ah, Ariane!
Ariane: ErJie, can I have my 枕头 please?
Andrea: Must say the whole thing in Chinese.
Ariane: ErJie, ni ke yi gei wo wo de zhen tou ma? (I'm lazy to type in Chinese, so there)
*Andrea hands over the hostage pillow*
Andrea: Okay, so how do you say "pillow" in Chinese?
Ariane: Ummm, I don't know...

Lectures have been pretty awesome so far. I haven't fallen asleep at all (: GP is super interesting, Geography, CHINESE (thanks Ken) and PW are abdominal-ache inducing due to all the laughing and Econs is mildly dry but interesting. I'm just afraid for Lit. Queen of b____ wannabe. Ah well. At least she's not my class' teacher, thank God.

Anyhoo, saw this on a lecture table:

Funny shit.

If you don't get it, you prolly haven't watched Secret. Ahah.

Off to bed! I'm getting really bad eye circles, plus bad skin ): And CNY is like round the corner. Tsk.

Hard Work: The Accumulation Of Easy Things We Didn't Do, When We Should Have Done Them Earlier.

After so very long of not blogging, I'm back from an awesome God-blessed orientation at SAJC. Frankly speaking, it's still a little surreal to realise that I'm a Saint, that I'm finally in SAJC. It's one of the few things I really put in a lot of effort to achieve. I never really put in effort into studying and usually I still get my grades, though not As. So it feels really great to know that the time I spent poring over books and literally marrying my notes has not gone to waste.
First up, a huge thank you to the Student Council who did a smashing job of organising the whole orientation. It's gonna be hard to match your unity and unlimited energy...
Okay suddenly I don't know where to start talking about orientation. The past 5 days have rushed by so fast; I can only remember having tonnes of fun, serious muscle aches and falling asleep within 5 minutes of putting my head on the pillow (a major miracle for me cos I usually take 2-3 hours to fall asleep. INSOMNIA SUCKS TTM!). Oooh, yes, Donny and I are both Saints, and we're prolly gonna see each other every freakin day of the week. Sunday, church. Monday to Friday, school. Saturday, open cell (my group combined with his). Total omg. I'm so ignoring him when we meet along the corridors or in the cafe!

Day 1
Was superrrr tired cos I slept at 1am. Came back from sending Dione off really late. Thanks much to the guys who helped me get back (: Dad sent me and major jam on the way there cos he went by the highway. Anyhoo, met Don and his friend, Sean, who happened to be in the same Orientation Group (OG) as me. Woohoo. Sean and I were in OG 8 and our Orientation Group Leader (OGL) was Joel. Sean and I met for the first time only but we totally clicked (:
Some funny bonding games and there was this really cute guy, J, from ACSB with lashes so long he looks like he went for eyelash extensions. I was smitten till he revealed himself to be a dickhead, intent on getting out of SA to go to AC so he can be with his friends. Throughout his brief time in OG 8 (thank God), he kept disappearing to look for girls in other OGs. Just whatever you, I'm wasting bytes typing about J.
Joel is the kingdom head for Auryon, my awesome YELLOW kingdom (: Everyone's split into 5 kingdoms: Strizeo, Auryon, Ixodus, Nezaro, Thyadius. 5 to 6 OGs make up one kingdom. And for the observant ones (like yours truly), the first letters of each kingdom make up the word SAINT. Teehee. Strizeo people are sorcerers, Auryon people are vikings, Ixodus people are sneaky refugees, Nezaro people are archers and Thyadius people are knights. Supposedly, we're fighting each other for the king's throne...
Didn't take pictures on the first day cos no one brought cameras!! Alamak. Anyhoo, games really brought the life out in us and I'm so damn glad to be in OG 8, where people come up with the best and most creative ideas and strategies ever. I'd never have thought of them myself, so really hats off to those with brilliant ideas (: We didn't lose a single game at all. Yay. Learnt the mass dance, Shake It by Metro Station. Super fun, and I think I lost weight!! Don says the song is about sex... Hmmm.
BLG was mad awesome. Putting my experience into words would be too tiring. But I really don't like getting squashed like mad ):

Day 2
Met Don and Sean again before moving to the Cultural Centre (CC) for subject talks. Subject talks really freaked me out and apparently I wasn't the only one. I heard someone say, "Uhhh, I wanna go poly now..." HAHAHAH. I'm an arts student so most prolly taking H2 Literature, Geography and Economics, H1 Math or Biology. After that played some shit funny stage games involving telephone charades. Each kingdom has to send representatives to play the games. Basically, the stage games are solely for entertainment purposes, to make fun of the unfortunate people who have been volunteered by their OGs. Teehee.
Learned the school song, hymn and cheers. Super propaganda-ish can. It's like they're trying to brainwash us and make us believe were "saints". Indeed. I ain't no saint, if you know what I mean. Teehee. School song was really upbeat and I liked it but I could only rememeber one line: Up and on!! Hah.
Had some kingdom time to learn kingdom cheers. I think Auryon's cheers are the most hilarious. For example:
As we sail the seas of the oceans round,
S-T-R-I-Z-E-O's going down
I-X-O-D-U-S never gonna get the crown
Cos they all will drown!
Part two!
As we sail the seas of the oceans round,
All the "awesome" knights just float around!
All the archers just go oh oh oh my gosh...
And they all will drown!
*In the knights' signature cheer, they use "awesome" to describe themselves and in the archers' cheer, they're supposed to be "sexy" and their cheer uses "oh oh oh my gosh". Hah.

Let me hear you say!
We, the vikings, V-I-K-I-N-G-S!!
We, get horny, V-I-K-I-N-G-S!!
You, go crying, V-I-K-I-N-G-S!!
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah AURYON!! (x2)
*"Horny" because vikings wear horns (:

More brainwashing after that, with this really cool song "Mark of A Saint" written by Gabriel Low, one of the OGLs. He's pretty cute too. Eyecandy much! The song's really catchy and it got stuck in my head, but not for long, cos we had mass dance again, which got Shake It stuck in my head. Tsk.
Played games involving water around the school. Yet again, we won everything and had massive fun. Cheered like mad and scared the other OGs off. Mass waterbomb fight after that. Imagine 700 over students throwing water bombs, some filled with coloured water, some filled with barley water i.e. my group, screaming like crazy and running like mad on a football field. By the way, SAJC has fake grass on it's football field; astro turf. Good, then no rashes after sitting on the field (: I was absolutely filthy after the whole thing. Not very wet cos I managed to dodge most of the water bombs, just very sweaty, sticky, smelly and dirty. Learnt a new mass dance, Rockin Robin by Mcfly. Super hilarious dance that involves partners. Eh, Don, one day I do with you kay. I be the boy, you be the girl!!
Clean up and debrief after that. It was then that I decided I officially am in love with my OG (: Rushed for cell at Sheryl's place. Travelled with Don and Sean. I was super tired and fell asleep on the bus. Bought dinner with Sean at Macs where he almost lost his wallet.
Watched "Night At The Museum" at Sheryl's place.

QianYi: So which JC did Glen go to?
Ashley: Oh, he was posted to TPJC but he's appealing to SAJC.
Lianne: What! Glen's that old meh!

HAHAHAH I can't feel sympathy for Glen somehow!
Mum and Dad picked me up, thank goodness. Headed home, showered and hit the sack.

Day 3
Started with some boring briefing followed by mass dance. Practised the new dance Rockin Robin. I was pretty excited for the day cos up next was the Amazing Race. Cliche as it is, I prolly enjoy anything with my wonderful group. The Amazing Race was terribly awesome. First stop, Dhoby Ghaut for a dance off with another OG outside Plaza Singapura. We won, duh. Oh, one thing to add, throughout the race, if we meet another group, we can shout "SKIRMISH!!" which means we're challenging the other group to a mini competition decided by the OGLs. The group that loses the mini competition will be detained for 3 minutes.
Next stop was at SMU. Played a memorising game there. 24 of us had to memorise 3 different sequences of playing cards. And yay, we did it!! While going off for lunch (I was so darn hungryyy!), we saw another group so we shouted "SKIRMISH!!" OGLs conversed and decided to do arm-wrestling for girls! Knowing I'm a netballer, my group sent me as the representative. My opponent was a canoeist. Huge, strapping. Amazonian lookalike girl who's bigger and taller than me, and even more tanned than me! Omg, I freaked out. Even better, my group put the pressure on me by saying, "Our lunch is in your hands." Cut the long story short, I won and gained the reputation as a man. Yeah, the guys decided I was one of them -.- Oh well.
Settled lunch at Plaza Singapura food court, before heading to the underpass going towards Esplanade. On the way there, we skirmed another group with girls' arm-wrestling again. This time, my opponent was a rugger. Another round of freak out again cos she's so much bigger and muscular than me! And I haven't trained in eons! Won the rugger and I literally shook with relief. Maybe because I play with guys that's why I can win them. If they had wrestled with boys before, I prolly would not have been able to beat them.
Played a hilarious and tiring game at the underpass which involved transporting everyone across a "bridge" using pieces of cardboard. Only can step on the cardboard, if not, restart the whole thing. We were provided with only 13 pieces of cardboard and there's 24 of us.

WeiRen: Okay, who's in the 40 plus kg range?
*some girls put up their hands including me*
WeiRen (to me): Aiyah, you put your hand down ah. You man, you carry the girls!

Alamak, so this is what I get for winning the skirms. Tsk.
Perspired like mad while playing the game but I was really happy with all the cheering and singing we did during the game. Although Joel removed a few pieces of the cardboard, we still managed to complete the challenge (:
Headed to Suntec next to eat some supposedly yucky food. Turned out to be quite nice tasting cos it's a combination of Macs' curry sauce plus barbecue sauce. Looks gross but tastes pretty alright except for the saltiness. Skirmed another group but decided to do guys' arm wrestling. And for the first time, we lost. Awwww... Headed back to school thereafter. Debrief and headed homeee!! Tireddd much.

During lunch

Clockwise left to right: JunWei, Sean, Joel, YaoHong, Mervyn, Ashley, XiaoQian, XinMin

Group photo is the love!

Day 4
Started with temperature taking which was so secondary school-ish! Had stage games again, followed by banner making for each kingdom. Auryon's banner is a yellow A wearing a viking hat (: After that, had something similar to chapel for the Christians. I'm surprised to know that about three-quarters of the cohort are Christians... Good to know, but there was this niggly feeling that majority are Christians in name only. Lunch, and then mass dance again, where we learnt the final mass dance, Beat It by Michael Jackson. I think that dance is the coolest dance (: I like doing vigorous dancing. Makes me feel skinny. Teehee.
Played games organised by the House Council after mass dance. It was relatively fun and major amusing. Another OGL took charge of the OG while Joel joined us as a member. The new OGL was called Zoe. She has a dimple near the corner of her left eye!!

Zoe: One interesting fact about me is that I have a dimple at the wrong place!! *points to dimple*
Ashley: Ohhh, Wei Ren, she can join our freak show too, right?

Mr Koh Wei Ren, president of the Freak Society! I wanna learn how to climb that rope!!

Wei Ren's feet can face the opposite direction plus he can place his hands on his hips and bring his elbows together so that they touch, while I have bendy fingers and double-joints. Together, we form the freak show of OG 8. Hah.
More brainwashing after the fun games, debrief then went to wash up. I think I'm buying into their brainwashing. I actually feel like I'm part of SAJC and that I'm a Saint (as silly as it sounds)!! Travelled to Bedok with Sean, Don, Benedict and Ben aka Girly Voice, another St. Hilda boy that S and D don't really like. Ahah. I think I'm more man than those 4 guys! In a new school environment, people from the same school hang out with each other. Me, I'm weird. I hang out with SNAGs from St. Hilda's -.- Oh well, I prefer it that way (:

I think Joel could be a bengsie if he tired.

Kelvin, a mentor with the chaplaincy. Ruined the awesome picture!!!!

Ashley: Ben is heavy and nasty!

Met Dominic at Bedok macs. Supposed to refresh his mind on some chemistry stuff but I was quite late so just passed him my books and notes. Prayer meeting was awesome. I brought Ben, a watermelon, along. Actually, Ben the watermelon was part of the games organised by the House Council. None of my group members wanted to take Ben back so I took him back. Sheryl, Sally and Karen were so amused by it, they did a lil photoshoot with Ben. Oh and I dropped Ben on the way to prayer meeting, which resulted in a cracked Ben. Oops. Home-ed thereafter. I was so tired I contemplated going to sleep without showering. But my OCD for showering and not letting any dirty thing touch my bed won, so I showered and waited for my hair to dry ):

Day 5
Omg I can't believe 4 days of mad fun orientation have zoomed by like that!! For the life of me I can't really remember what happened except for finale where the storyline of the kingdoms, albeit cliche and predictable, was filled with emotion and drama and I could totally see the hard work put in.
As WeiRen, president of Freak Society would say, "I'm not going to say anything about orientation because words would do injustice to its awesome-ness. Besides, I can't think of words now. So darn tired... I don't know how I'm gonna survive JC life... I guess with lots of Starbucks!!

Posing with the viking horns we made with newspaper, aluminium foil, masking tape and hairbands (: Frankly, it looks kinda slutty.

THE most gorgeous banner ever, completed by the whole JC1 cohort. Each kingdom did a portion; their own letter and colour. But each kingdom saw only one-fifth of the whole banner, which looked like it was a personal kingdom banner thingy. Didn't know they'd paste the whole thing together to form a huge breathtaking banner.

Left to right: XinMin, Ashley, Sean, Vivien

Alright, back to the present. School has officially started. Oh yes, I'm mighty glad J won't be in SAJC. HAH. Go to your Act Cool JC! Teehee. I'm staying in my Super Awesome JC! Glen, I feel sorry for you cos you're in the Terrible Poonani JC. HAHAHAH. Plus you came from Shit Hole Secondary School. QianYi has been thrust into Hardworking Cheenas JC. Ann is hating her Mental Institute. Okay, just some funny stuff I came up with while crapping with D, S and B (:

Lectures are pretty alright, and I've discovered that the chairs have been built in such a way that it is extremely uncomfortable to sleep or put your head on the fold-out table. Anyhoo, I'm a contortionist and I managed to catch a few winks. Teehee. Ended up with very bad pins and needles. Oh well. Supposed to buy uniform today but my size is out of stock!! Grrr, I want my chio uniform!! ):
Burberry sale at Expo with D, S and B. Everything was soooo damn chio, I wish I had the cash to get this awesome pale yellow jacket I saw. Love at first sight. Plus a suede bag going for about $600 after 80% discount. Damn. So we moved over to the more affordable side: Robinsons!! Ahah, the downside of being students. I bought rings, a top and moisturisers. Goodness, I'm a sucker for moisturisers...
The guys left after that. They didn't want to do Frolick with me... So by myself, and in a pretty sad way, I finished a take home tub by myself. I think the yogurt looked sad cos it was lonely...



Cell at Sheryl's place was great (: Dinner at East Coast. Htht with Sheryl and XinJie. I'm surprised that I really don't feel anything regarding the whole issue. Maybe it's just buried deep down, so deep I can't get it out. Or maybe, hopefully, I'm really alright; that I'm really okay with everything that's going wrong. Then again, who's okay when things go wrong. Damn.

Uh-oh, they dye on my hair is fading and my hair looks ultra brown now! And there's spot check on Monday! Sianzipua ): Oooh, I just realised this is a super long post.

No I am not confused. I just wanna have the time of my life, so that when I look back, I won't regret and think "what if".

Yes I'm Blair W, You Just Shut Up

After tweeting and Facebook-ing my posting results, I guess everyone knows alreadyyy. Gosh it was so darn dramatic can. The night before, I was feeling relatively calm and Don had to tell me it's possible to find out results beforehand. Sign into the school's academic portal! Sounded really possible so I tried but SAJC Moodle (their student portal) sucks balls ttm. Ahhh that totally got me soooooooo worked up, no thanks to you Don. Planned to stay up but I fell asleep playing solitaire. And I think I'm quite addicted to solitaire; I can play solitaire in my head!
Anyhoo, my alarm was already set for 8 am. I never used the alarm in the end cos Don called me around 7 20am to scream at me that he's going to SAJC, what about me. Freak you, I haven't even received the stupid message! He received his around 7 05am? Tsk, MOE hates me or something... So we talked for a while and I tried to call the system thingy. Damn you, the recording said I could only check my results after 8 am. EYS! So we talked and waited and finally 8 am.

Don: 8 am already! You can go call them!!
*puts Don on speaker phone and dials the number super fast*
Recording: blah blah blah (something bout JAE posting results) Please enter your 7 digit NRIC or FIN number
*punches numbers in, literally*
Recording: You have been posted to (dramatic pause) Saint Andrews Junior College....
Ashley: *slams down the phone and screams like mad and starts jumping around*
Don: Congrats! I was just as tense as you! See you in school!

Wah liao eh, still got the stupid pause before saying the result. Gawd prolong my agony only lah!
Anyhoo (this is my word kay), I'm a happy kid to know that I worked my butt off for this and it really paid off. My dreams have turned into reality and I'm gonna see how Ezekiel 2 applies to this new marketplace. Okay, suddenly not so excited.

Watched Tooth Fairy with Mum. Pretty good show, makes me think of this poem I read in primary school.

Whatif- Shel Silverstein
Last night, while I lay thinking here,
some Whatifs crawled inside my ear
and pranced and partied all night long
and sang their same old Whatif song:
Whatif I'm dumb in school?
Whatif they've closed the swimming pool?
Whatif I get beat up?
Whatif there's poison in my cup?
Whatif I start to cry?
Whatif I get sick and die?
Whatif I flunk that test?
Whatif green hair grows on my chest?
Whatif nobody likes me?
Whatif a bolt of lightning strikes me?
Whatif I don't grow tall?
Whatif my head starts getting small?
Whatif the fish won't bite?
Whatif the wind tears up my kite?
Whatif they start a war?
Whatif my parents get divorced?
Whatif the bus is late?
Whatif my teeth don't grow in straight?
Whatif I tear my pants?
Whatif I never learn to dance?
Everything seems well, and then
the nighttime Whatifs strike again!

Tooth Fairy is a pretty good movie (

Went back to PL just now to drop Ariane off at school. Now that I've reached the end of my education in PL, I start thinking about the beginning, in primary one all the way to secondary four. Strange as it seems, I'm really reluctant to leave the "shelterin' walls" of PL, quote my school song. I remember complaining so much about school facilities, rules, teachers, school policies and such. But now when I look back, it's the things I will always remember about PL. All you pure PL girls (primary 1 to secondary 4 in PL) out there, don't lie, I'm sure you're gonna miss the stupid ugly school building that looks like a prison or a girls' home, the millions of CCTV cameras, chapel, singing, 90 hour music marathon, calling Mrs Lee 'big bird', bitching about teachers, camwhoring in class, eating during lessons, mugging together for exams, the supposedly haunted toilets, playing with distilled water in the lab, practical jokes and so many more I can't list. Now I regret not singing the school song because now I don't know when I will have the next chance to sing it with the same cohort I grew up with. PL's 100th anniversary maybe, who knows. If I ever have kids (or even get marrried for that matter), the girls are definitely going to PL.

Oh let our youthful voices sing
With all their joyfulness
In praise and gladness let us sing
Of Paya Lebar MGS

Here may we seek all wisdom truth
And ways of kindliness
Through all the years of golden youth
At Paya Lebar MGS

So when we leave it's shelterin' walls
We go with fearlessness
Enriched to face life's greatest call
By Paya Lebar MGS

Now let us pray and learn and trust and obey
To serve Him in every way
Glory to God we give and pray
For Paya Lebar MGS

I don't think I'm leaving PL with fearlessness...

3 Months, No Change, Your Loss

Just For Laughs Gags (Asia) is really not bad!! Despite the common thinking that Singaporeans cannot take a joke, I think the producers have done a wonderful job thinking of practical jokes that are absolutely hilarious yet suitable for conservative Singaporeans (: 2 thumbs up!

Now that everything has kinda reached a conclusion, I'm surprised I don't have any major emotional reactions to it. Maybe cos I've cried and fussed and ranted and worried so much earlier on, right now, it seems ridiculous to make an issue outta it. Thank you sweethearts, for replying when I texted. It's seriously good to know someone cares in times like this. D, you gave great advice. C, we're in this together, I love you so much. Y, thank you for your prayers. A, more Frolick and htht, and you'll be there with me right? Teehee. No, I ain't sad or what, just kinda relieved there's finally a concrete conclusion to this whole fiasco.

Chinatown with Mum today. Mum is seriously damn funny. I met her at Macs where she was having something to eat. She told me, "When I first came, there was hardly anyone around. Then suddenly, there was this explosion of white." She was referring to the swarm of smart-ass Raffles guys and her expression was super hilarious when she said it. Wish I had a camera then. Looked for stickers for her to stick on her cookie containers. Oh, advert later on for Mum (: We walked to People's Park, had something to eat and headed home soon after.
We were taking the lift down to the MRT cos she was lazy to walk. We got into the lift with an Indian couple and a Chinese man. Apparently there were 3 levels to go to. Normally there's only 2 levels in these kind of MRT lifts, ticket concourse and road level. But this had a "Garden Bridge" level too. Anyhoo, Mum just commented (quite loudly), "Ohhh, so that's for the people who are lazy to walk up..." We didn't realise the lift was going up instead of down and the Indian couple got out at Garden Bridge level. I was laughing damn hard and I think the Chinese man was laughing inside. And and and I can play the pinching/what-colour-is-it game with her (: Oh and I know why I can sleep really glamorously: cos Mum can! Teehee.

Mum's selling cookies; double chocolate chip, peanut butter and oatmeal, at $12 per container (about 65 pieces). Kinda tastes like Famous Amos... Personally, my favourite is the peanut butter one although I hate peanut butter spread. Do send me your orders at ashleyritawong@hotmail.com if you'd like some (:

A Pyschiatrist

Chalet was the bomb. So glad I went, although I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Thanks Sharms, Cheryl, Janice (especially!!), Vani and Deb for making the chalet so damn awesome! (: Tuesday meet up before the JC kids start school okay!!

Funny that people's bitching about me makes me laugh superr hard. You'll stop worrying about what people think of you when you realise how little they think about you. Seriously, bitching about me just indulges my quest for attention, don't you and you and you think? Talk about the irony of the situation. Tell me I'm an arrogant bitch to my face and I might just give you a hundred bucks for being the only soul brave enough to say it to my face. Of course, it doesn't exclude you from receiving my personal take on you and your life. Sucks balls if your skin ain't as thick as mine.

As I was packing my gazillion pairs of shoes, it suddenly hit me I'm turning 20 in like 3 years time!! *screams* 3 years is less than my life in secondary school!!! Omg, why am I turning 17 so soon!!! Gah, now I know what it's like to be in the midst of ineveitable ageing. Alamak. Now I'm heading for JC in a matter of days. Blink your eyes, do the magic wiggle dance and I'll be 20. Darnnnn ):

Recording with Don tomorrow! I'm excited (:

Because I'll be there at 3 am in the morning when you're crying in the middle of nowhere. Because I'll be there when you're about to leap off the 30th storey.
Because I'll be there when your heart gets broken or stepped on.
I know it sounds damn bloody cliche and overrrated but it's because I care, way too much.

Girls Rule Boys Drool

10 reasons why Cheryl should not date Mak:

1. He's a guy.
2. He's got a dick.
3. He's got the Y chromosome.
4. He doesn't shave.
5. He doesn't have boobs.
6. He does't PMS.
7. He has high levels of testostorone.
8. He has sperms instead of eggs.
9. He doesn't wear make-up.
10. He's a player like 99% of guys are.

Dear Ashley,

Love at first sight is of course, bullshit. Love grows, it doesn’t hit you like a big yellow schoolbus. Infatuation and love, it’s funny how people constantly confuse one for the other.
-blackmusings

Mad funny. Courtesy of Ann's tumblr. Teehee.

I just don't feel like talking to you but cos we're doing ___ together, I don't really have a choice. Lost chemistry, absent I-want-to-go-crazy-with-you feelings. Maybe it's just that I haven't really spoken to you in a while or because of what I know about you that you don't know I know. Gosh what a mouthful. Seeing how you literally salivate over things beyond your reach has come to disgust me. Hearing you talk about your confusion makes me subconsciously lower your IQ and maturity level. Tsk, what is wrong with me you!

Thank you so much JemJem for being so awesomely sweet (: Very much appreciated.

I'm beginning to really treasure afternoons with Mum cos I'm the only daughter with her. Most of the times, at least Ariane will be there. It's really a novel experience cos finally, I get to make decisions on where to eat, where to go and where to shop. It's feels a lil weird cos I don't know what to choose since the younger ones are always the ones doing the choosing! So for the past few days, Mum and I have been eating more healthily (thanks to me). No more fast food, the 2 monsters + 1 runner's favourites! Din Tai Fung for lunch. Talked a lot, and I will really miss these times once I go to JC. I'm going for a chalet and I'll miss like 2 days with Mum ): It's not just the missed shopping but the talking and advice (that I don't really put to good use) and the laughing and even Mum's smell.

Yay, Sarcasm Inc. has launched a special sarcasm punctuation mark! Once I download it for $1.99 (geez, what a bargain -insert sarcasm punctuation-), you'll be seeing it pretty often on my blog (: And after reading this, I'm convinced many people suffer from prefrontal damage of their brain. I know I'm damn good (too good) at sarcasm so it can't be my fault they don't get it.

Please please pretty please will someone stay with me at Resorts World Sentosa? Six hotels there and I still can't choose ): All of them are so freaking chio. Ahhh I need lots of money if I'm gonna to try them all out!!! I tried to find pictures but they're really small or none at all... I really wanna stay at Crockford Towers but it's by invitation only... Fine, wait till I become the next Cheryl Fox. I'm pretty darn sure you elitists will select me! Or maybe if I pretend to be Lady Gaga, they'll let me in. Teehee.

It's late and I'm still waiting. I must be outta my mind. I'm still thinking about the conversation, how unaffected I have to pretend to be, how nonchalant and poker-faced. Damn it, really, all I want to tell you is to stop being such an idiot and choose! Stop wondering for your friggin sake. Gawd, actually I don't think I've the right to feel this way. After all, you ain't no special person that I should shower special attention and care on. Alright, no more caring on my part. You just do what you want and I'll stop bothering. Just go eat you shit, N. You piss me off badly. You're like in a lil fantasy world of your own where only you exist. Obviously you're oblivious to that.

Childhood Sweethearts

Out of sheer boredom and the serious urge to rant, I am blogging so much more than usual.

I've been reading J's blog and man, it freaks me out. How similar our situations are, except that J's been through so much more. How affected and even screwed up, if I must say, J is but damn, J's superb at covering and concealing her feelings. Kinda like the perfect concealer that covers even the most ginormous zits, scars, dark circles and maybe even the pain in J's eyes. Only now do I think I truly understand how J's past makes J act this way. And if I'm not careful, I'll become just like J. Which I haven't decided if it's a good thing or a bad thing. To cut yourself off from people around you so you don't get hurt or disappointed. To front so well you could win an Oscar for your astounding performance which fools everyone. To be able to pour out your feelings through such lyrically haunting and bittersweet posts on your blog, making those who claim to know you think twice. J's awesome, I'll start spending more time with J, more attempts to shut my huge trap, much more tries to resist the urge to say something supposedly funny, and spend less time with the usuals, till it comes to a point where no one knows whether I come or go.

I used to have a friend, R. We went to the same kindergarten and were the best of friends. Our mothers had already match-made us, which till this day I still think it would be perfect. He's born a few days after me, a wonderful gentleman even at the age of 5. I will always remember him passing me a whole bunch of beige crayons, telling me, "Shhh, this is for you". In that kindergarten, beige crayons were mad hard to come across and we needed them to colour in people's skin; other colours just looked weird. Apparently, R saved so many small bits of the precious beige crayons, and passed them all to me. That's prolly one of the sweetest things anyone has done for me. Right now, he's in Aussie. Which part, I don't know. His family got screwed by divorce and R's with his dad and brother. I've facebook-ed him tonnes of times, wishing and praying and hoping I would find his profile. His mother has gone mia with her boyfriend. Being the ungrateful person I am (as my mother has nicely informed me on several occasions), I can only remember giving him a drawing I drew of us. I don't recall it being particularly well-drawn or nicely coloured, but it gets me, every time I think of the things I could've done for him but I never did. Well, what would 5 year olds know? I was a serious bitch when I was 5. The most popular (and violent) girl in class who beats up boys who get in her way. I had my minions, to do the ugly work mostly. Of course, I never laid a hand on R. He was my wayyy-too-nice-best friend-cum-boyfriend. If I could have just one chance, to see R and talk to him, I'd give him a tissue paper flower. We made them for a school concert and I accidentally ruined his. I apologised but that was all I did. I wonder if he remembers...

Every Time
Every time he quarrels with her, she ends up crying and heartbroken.
Every time he picks a fight with her, she ends up feeling so defenseless.
Every time he ignores her, she ends up feeling insecure.
Every time he raises his voice at her, she ends up cowering in a corner.
Every time he quarrels with her, they get scared by the shouting.
Every time he picks a fight with her, they know she will always lose.
Every time he ignores her, they feel her pain and how unloved she feels.
Every time he raises his voice at her, they wonder whether respect exists.

An Epidemic Of The Mannequins, Contaminating Everything

How much is real, that is the question.

While watching "Whaddya Want From Me" by Adam Lambert on Youtube...
Ariane: Eh DaJie. The man who's singing this song very handsome leh.
Ashley: Are you serious!! I tell you, he's gay (emphasis on gay).
Ariane: But he's still very handsome and dresses very nicely.
Ashley: Okay Ariane, go away! Stop looking at him!
Ariane: *frowns and moves away*

Goodness gracious, Ariane thinks Adam Lambert is hot. Omg, just wait till she sees Kris Allen!

Today was a rollercoaster day. Sermon was great and mighty applicable. Small group was helpful. No lunch date with the gang ): Lunch with parents was really draggy. Why do I feel like I'm a teacher; grading my day. Tsk. Although dinner was great with Island Creamery after that, I was so numb (I don't know why) I didn't enjoy my ice-cream or fries... All I feel like doing now is writing an angsty composition of sorts. The kind that freaks people out when they read it and find out that I'm the author. "Through Glass" by Stone Sour and "Scars" by Papa Roach is playing on repeat. It's interesting how it is possible to appear perfectly fine on MSN while feeling like shit when you're typing out xoxo. Even the smiley faces look repulsive.

When you become so emotionally scarred from all the things that happen, eventually, you shut up to shut the world out. I can imagine becoming numb and so screwed up, my inner thoughts would haunt you for the rest of your life. When you try so badly to fit in but deep inside it resonates like a haunting echo that you don't. And those rare times that someone you really can connect with comes along, you let yourself believe that this one time would be different from all the other disappointments. So you open up, and bare yourself to the core to that person, praying and hoping beyond hope that the person will do the same. Unfortunately, it never works out, and subconsciously, you know it; you expected it already. But that kind of disappointment has become your drug; a type of pain you want to feel.

"i used to have a big group of really close friends that i loved too much.
then all of a sudden,
i lost them all.
and i knew even then,
that i had lost myself too.
maybe that is why i don't have any best friends
because i know sooner or later,
they will just, walk out of my life."
Damn right.


You bleed just to know you're alive.

Had It All

I found the original really irritating. But this is so awesome!

I'm falling in love with Marie Digby, Meredith Brooks and Katherine McPhee all over again. New loves: Gloriana, Gary Go, Ingrid Michaelson, The Saturdays and The White Tie Affair.

Then I wonder, which part is you, and which part is her?

I need sleep really badly. I think my eyes are growing smaller because of lack of sleep!! Gah, I don't want to become like Don or Ann!!!! Plus with the eye bags I'm getting, no amount of photoshop is going to save me ): Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep is so precious to me...

Met Ann, Sheryl, Tina, Jem and Don to go to QianYi's grandma's wake. Somehow, Don and I wore the Ngee Ann shirts we got at the open house. Duh, no, it wasn't planned!! Hmmm. Anyhoo, some drama happened, and thank God I'm so thick-skinned. Honestly, it didn't really affect me. Struck me as more stupid than anything. But then again, I'm no _______ so who am I to say. I'll never be able to know how she feels, at least for now.

Mum: Ariane, go do your Math homework. Your diary says you need to complete pages 5-12.
Ariane: Okay!! (Takes out Math workbook and starts doing)
After an hour or so...
Mum: Ariane, are you done with your work?
Ariane: Um, I think so.
Mum: What do you mean "I think so"? Which page are you on?
Ariane: Um, (checks page number) number 24!
Mum: Eh, why you do until so far!!
Ariane: I like!!
Mum: I think you need to stop doing cos your class hasn't gone that far!
Ariane: But I really like!!
Mum: Okay, you stop doing then I buy you assessment books to do okay?
Ariane: *cheers*

Ariane really makes me lmao sometimes. She adds so much colour to my life and I am so thankful for her (:

Lagging behind in my journal so off I go to write my deepest secrets in a $2 Daiso book that has no lock.

Think, Thinked, Thought

I think I've an OCD with wordy posts right now, never mind the fact that no one reads them.
I think random blogsurfing is cool.
I think JC's gonna be kick-ass.
I think I like your smell.
I think exclusive exclusion sucks balls.
I think keeping in contact with past friends is really difficult.
I think my mum is the strongest and most gracious person I know.
I think tweeting is like weed.
I think being a pilot isn't such a good idea after all (although I reallyyyy want to).
I think it's impossible for me to ever find a best friend.
I think netball is still the coolest sport ever.
I think shopping is a cure for misery.
I think reading people's archives helps me understand a person better.
I think the lizard on the wall now is pretty darn cute.
I think it's the things left unsaid that cause so much quarrels and misunderstandings. So don't give me that bullshit that "some things are better left unsaid". You escapist.
I think irony makes you a cynical person.
I think I'll be a spinster my whole life.
I think good company makes up for bad food.
I think hthts can make me cry and feel all warm inside.
I think any boy with long lashes, abs and nice smell can make me fall head over heels in love.
I think I think wayyyy too much.


//EDIT
I just realised there's no such word as "thinked", but I'm not changing the title! So leave it at that!!

Did I Mention I Plan To Own Fred Perry?

Y'know, it's good to have "choices and options", quote Mum, but I think it makes me even more indecisive. I've re-done the JAE worksheet provided 4 times and counting. My choices keep changing, and I'm still praying. I hate making major decisions...
Going to SAJC has always been a dream that I've finally turned into reality. Just that my dream didn't include details...

Let's see, shopping today with Mum. Mum's a Cotton On convert, woohoo! Swensens for lunch, supposedly to celebrate my 11 point victory. Isetan for shopping and quality mother-daughter time (: Ashley's a happy girl today, although she's feeling more worried now than when receiving O level results. JAE registration seriously sucks balls ):

Some bitching in FB. Anyone who apologises first, regardless of whether they're in the wrong or not instantly earns the highest level of respect I can give. It's something I'm still working on (and failing most of the time). So many times when I wished I apologised first. So many times when I wished I could put down my pride and eat the humble pie.

Put yourself in my shoes and try to feel the way I feel now. We've met twice, spoken a few times, and I'm supposed to trust you. No, I'm not scared, I'm cautious. I'm willing to open up if you make clear your intentions. I've got my past that makes me act the way I am, you've got your past and your own reasons for acting the way you do. Maybe more hthts will do the trick... Hurry date me before school starts on the 28th kay!!!

Watching videos and looking at pictures on prom night still makes me laugh, smile and tear at the same time.

One day, I'm gonna find a deserted cliff (remember Up? Something like Paradise Falls) to build my house on. It's gonna be red, stone and glass kind of thing, with lots of fake flowers lying around, a Lamborghini in the garage, polaroids all over my cream and white walls, silk and satin sofas, a closet full of gorgeous heels and ballet flats, a circular bed with maroon silk sheets, tonnes of good reads, all of River Island's gorgeous shades, a gazillion bottles of nail polish, the chio-est red lappie, a spiral staircase, a chandelier, 5 cats called Happy, Lambor, Ghini, Fred and Perry, never-ending supply of Frolick, sexy guitars, a glass piano, a pool table and stained glass windows. Actually, this is all I can think of at the moment. And if (the word is IF) I ever find someone to share my life with, we'll go shopping, swimming, tanning, taking polaroids, pretending to be real models, reading the Bible, singing, dancing in the rain, laughing, praying and having random picnics. What an idyllic lifestyle. Definitely one of my goals in life. To move away from the craziness of being so driven and focused because I'm forced to.

When The Mighty Go Down, They Fall With A Crash And Bang

Teehee, I haven't been updating cos I've been writing in my own private diary. Butttt, I don't want to let this blog die cos I want to show my kids next time that their mother was a cool kid (: Omg I just realised I haven't blogged in almost 3 weeks! Gosh...

Back to last year, countdown was so awesome (: Though Don and Ann couldn't stay over at the chalet, still had massive fun with them, camwhoring and playing the guitar and dancing. Grace was there too. Some stuff happened in the early morning which screwed up the start of 2010 a bit. Tsk.
Met Ann, Grace, QianYi, Jon, Glen and Ben10 at Pasir Ris beach for games and nonsense. It was a terribly long walk to the bbq pit they were at, so I gave up walking and rented a bike. Played Taboo and Bang for a while, before the rich kids (QianYi and Jon) asked for their daily dosage of air-conditioning. So headed over to Ehub. Ate at Subway. Don met us there. I vaguely remember saying something regarding Don and when I said "Donovan", speak of the devil, he poked me from behind. Scared the daylight outta me. Returned the bike with Don. Htht along the way. Met the rest at Glen's place to play table tennis. Major amusing. QianYi, Grace, Ann and Jon left soon after. Followed Glen's parents back to the chalet with Don for barbecue (I just learnt it's bar-be-CUE not bar-be-QUE). Food was great because of the awesome stingray with great chilli!
I was really tired and home-ed soon after.

Dinner with relatives on the second day of the year. I swear my cousins get prettier and handsome-r every time I see them! Why isn't that happening to me!! One looks like Wentworth Miller, another like Lucy Liu combined with Jennifer Aniston! Tsk, talk about unfair.

Okay I give up talking about individual days in freaking chronological order.

Sunday- Cayden's first month. Gorgeous baby (actually, I secretly think most babies look the same. 2 eyes, 1 nose and 1 mouth).
Monday- Ariane's first day of school. I tagged along to see my darling in her school uniform in a new environment I'm so sure she'll fit in well. The similarities between us, I'm not just talking about the looks, is startling. Will do a post on that some time soon (hopefully).

Oh interesting day on Tuesday!! Met up with the gang (I think I'll refer to QianYi, Grace, Ann, Don, Glen, Ben10, Jon and Josh collectively as "the gang" so I won't have to keep typing their names!!) to go to Sentosa. But we ended up at the rooftop of Vivo eating sushi, revealing secrets, playing truth-and-dare and watching people make out. Hehe, get a room, seriously!! Had awesome Awfully Chocolate ice cream with Don and QianYi. So rich and chocolate-y. Ann did something really embarrassing regarding gravity-defying yoghurt.
Dhoby Ghaut for dinner at Just Acia. Mad fun helping GRACE right!! Let's all live to love and love to live!! Teehee.

Wednesday- Failed job interview at Ministry of Steak. I swear _____ has something against people who are tall and anorexic skinny.
Thursday- Poly open houses with Don. Many many bags of free gifts!! And lots of htht. I think I may be obsessed with having regular hthts!!
Friday- More open housess with Don. Went to every poly's open house including Republic Poly's which I'm sure modelled their open house after House of The Dead. Found out Nanyang Poly is actually quite happening! Met Jem at SP and followed him back for cell at his place. Cell was super good. I miss spending regular Fridays with them ):
Saturday- Leaders' bonding at Botanic Gardens. Met Don for 4 Fingers at Ion. Ashley's a happy girl!! Saw this super sexy blazer at Topman going for $203! ): And a major chio grey faux leather jacket at Tophop, $126!! I still can't stop thinking about it!


It's like that except in the softest shade of grey!! Mad chio!

Sunday- Church and Christmas thanksgiving at Melville Park. Supposed to go over to Don's place to see his Lady Gaga package but I was wayyy too tired.

Oh oh, O levels results release on Monday. I was so excited the days before, but on Monday, I felt nothing. Just, oh okay, results are coming out. Raw score for L1R5 is 11 points, exactly what I asked God for. I was so overwhelmed by His Goodness that I cried so badly. All the hard work and mugging paid off. Despite being involved in church events, Matthew 6:33 was fulfilled in my life, to seek first His Kingdom and His Righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well.
Photoshoot with Don and Jem after that. 4 Fingers again (: Don took the pics using his dad's super vintage camera that uns on film. I can't wait for the pictures to be developed!! Trained to Tampines. Had Frolick with Jem, hilarious pictures in the camera but there's something wrong, I can't upload anything ): Jem left for home soon after. Had Swensens with Don. Supposed to get ice cream only but we ended up ordering a salad and fries to go with the ice cream. Teehee. 11 points for the both of us calls for a celebration mah... (: Bought notebooks from Artbox, yay, and headed home. Super tired can... Htht for a while at home, before painting my nails and heading to bed.

Okay I just gotta blog about how the tranny got groped like mad by the 4 banglas. Damn I was supposed to be there, and if I were, I'd definitely not stood by one side as if nothing was happening. And spectators can even take a video and bloody post it on stomp. What the hell is the world coming to! So what if she's a tranny. That's no damn bloody way to treat anyone. Darn, it would've been fun to go up there and kick the guy in his balls. I just thought of a really cool punishment involving his testicles but then, I know there are young readers of this blog. It makes me so darn pissed to know that Singaporeans enjoy (hello, the video?) seeing others suffer, so long as it doesn't happen to them. What kind of screwed up mentality is this! Surely

And I still can't figure out why the hell it pisses me off so much that you are so influenced by her. The things you want, your future, events you go to, the way you dress. Do you really have to be such a follower? Don't you have a mind of your own? I'm beginning to rethink my decision to open up to you. I'm beginning to wonder if all you're saying and all you think comes straight from her mouth. I'm beginning to think that under all that layers, you're nothing much, because everything you are right now, comes from her. Hell I could even say I know her (which I don't) better than I know you, because you're like a walking exhibit and biography of her rolled into one stinking screwed up mess.

"I know you got a bad break but if you can't get over it,
you might as well pull the fcuking trigger." - Femme Fatale

Because You Asked

Had a wonderful day with Kun and Don today (: Don, you're my shopping partner from now on!! Wait till we get our jobs then we'll go on shopping spree kay!!

Excited about tomorrow!! Countdown at some chalet in Pasir Ris. Was a lil bummed to find out we won't be going to Changi Fairy Point this year... But with Don and Ann, things should be just fine (: Those 2 really make my life fun. Thanks, bitches.

Ahhh I planned to start playing basketball again after Os and look where I am now. Fat and seriously lacking in stamina. Damn. I need someone to constantly engage in a sport with me!!! Anyone!!

I Won't Fall. I Won't Do It.

Christmas party yesterday was awesome. Got my manicure done, yay (: Had mad awesome fun with Ann and Don. They seriously make my day although I was having pretty bad cramps. Finished up the last bit of presents at Carl Jnrs. 29-ed to Ben10's house. Don showed me a shortcut I never knew!! Whoopee, shorter walking distance to Ben10's place now (:

Absolutely cannot wait for the chalet on 31st!! I'm totally convinced there's something magical about the place, where so many things, both good and bad happen and they leave such a deep and powerful impact on you. I've been there for the past 3 years of Christmas and countdowns. Each time something special happens. I wonder what'll happen this year... Don and Ann will be coming, total yayness (: I love having them around. Kidd, a guy I met at Yishun SAFRA will be coming as well. One of the rare Muslim friends I have. I have tonnes of Indian friends but prolly only one or two Muslim friends.
Going through all the past photos at the chalet (somehow the adults always book the same one!). I seriously cherish all these photos and memories. Can't wait for the 31st. Think I'll get a new dress!!!

I love being at home alone. I can sing, dance and make as much noise as I want. All the audience I have is Bobby who already thinks I'm crazy so it's alright (: I haven't had lunch, made my bed or done anything fruitful today but somehow it all seems so trivial now. Usually I've OCD about tidiness and cleanliness.


Like sometimes crazy girls do.

Honeydew Vitasoy

Christmas celebration was awesome. This is only my second time acting but I think I've learnt so much, especially from much more experienced actors and actresses, like Xiao Xian, Hoon Kiat and Jonathan Wee. I've got so much more to learn man! Looking forward to working with them soon (:

After watching "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" and crying a whole heap, I've decided to keep a real journal. Just in case I get Alzheimer's or something, I'll be able to have some memories (: Besides, writing will give me something to do when I'm alone in a crowded room.

Been doing a lot of thinking these past few days. Feels like I'm growing up. When it comes to the end, you start thinking about the beginning.

Damn, sometimes I hate being right all the time. That no matter how you phrase it, cushion it or soften it, they will always see me in that kind of light. Yeah, maybe if I actually start acting like a girl, things could be better. But that's definitely not me. I'm not gentle or demure or soft-spoken; speak only when spoken to, sweet blah blah blah. I'm crazy, over-the-top, loud, sarcastic and blunt. It sucks to never be a conformist sometimes, to never adhere to people's rigid code of dos and don'ts. Darn it God, why did you have to make me so different?

On a lighter not so angsty note, here's an excerpt of Ariane and my conversation at Macs.

Ashley: Wah lao, she super mean can! Say I look like 20 years old!
Ariane: Wow, how can she say such a nice thing about you?

The sound of silence. Beautiful.

There You Go, So Perfectly

Had an absolute wonderful time at Ikea with GBF, gf (we've kissed and made up already, teehee) and Ann. Awesome lunch of curry chicken and rice with Princess cake!! Did much shopping at Ikea today. Christmas presents all from there! I think TYS and Glen's presents are the best!! You'll see when you get them! Had tonnes of fun laughing, camwhoring, playing in the bathrooms and couches and beds. Took so many pictures I'll have to wait an eon before GBF is done photoshopping them!
Dumped the Christmas presents at GBF's house, where we'll be going to tomorrow to finish the cards and all. Headed down to Tampines to watch Avatar 3D which is one the of the best ways I've spent $10 (: It was absolutely captivating with the out-of-this-world characters, animals and plants and Michelle Rodriguez who's super hot!
Didn't have dinner, but had a chocolate sundae at Macs. Damn I feel fat now... Ann's dad sent me home again, so thankful (:

Finally I think I've found somewhere that I really belong, that I don't have to drift anymore. It's a great feeling to be anchored somewhere, with something solid and stable I can pretty much fall back on anytime. But it's always that nagging fear of being over-reliant, which makes the separation even worse. To add on to that, I hate relying on anybody for anything. Hard to believe, but yes I feel lonely too. Pastor's sermon on Sunday was most applicable. So you guys, I'm treasuring every minute we're together, every burst of laughter, every embarrassing moment, every gay person we spot, every picture we take, and every smile you make or fake.
It sucks to fit in everywhere but never to belong anywhere.
It sucks big time to know that when you're in the deepest darkest moments of your life, you have no humans you can turn to, only God.
It sucks to know that while everyone else is in their own groups or with their own best friend, you've got no one.
Gawd I don't know what brought on this angsty post. Must be the severe lack of sleep due to the excessive amount of waking up at 9am, laughing, camwhoring, running, bitching and whacking in the previous days with GBF, gf and Ann.
Damn, what a rant.


xoxo

When Words Aren't Enough, You'll Just Shut Up

Sentosa with Ann and GBF yesterday (I need to remember to type this in caps from now on) was the absolute best! Peektures with GBF (Yay, I did it).
Dad woke me up in the morning with a phone call: Andrea's stomach hurts very badly, please go help her. Panicking because she's my lil sister, I jumped out of bed literally in time to see her stumbling out of the toilet looking super sick. She collapsed on the sofa and I could see she was in some serious pain. Fed her some bread before giving her painkillers. Pain was so bad for her that she couldn't move herself to the bedroom where she'd be more comfortable, so I carried her in. Something I haven't done in ages... I was really at a lost at what to do. So I prayed a short prayer and then took her temperature. No fever, thank God. She feel asleep soon after. Prayer answered, thank You God (:
Called GBF (Yay, I did it again!) a gazillion times to ask where we were going!! Supposed to go to Wild Wild Wet but he says 3 people go very weird. So, after a long while, Ann and I managed to convince him to go to Sentosa!! *insert huge smiley face here* Met Ann at Serangoon MRT and trained to Harbourfront to have lunch at LJS and shop at the Duolos International Book Fair where I bought Mum's christmas present. It's a super nice book (: Hope she'll like it. OH OH and there was this super cute cashier there!! Caucasian guy with blue eyes and the most gorgeous nose! Teehee. GBF met us there and we took the monorail to Sentosa.
Darn, the Universal Studios Theme Park looks absolutely gorgeous and I can't wait for it to be open early next year!! (: Ann and GBF, we go together okay? Tanned at Siloso beach where the sun was great despite having sprinkled on the way. Camwhored and tanned for quite a while. Ann realised she forgot to bring her ________. HAHAHAH. Tell you what it is later on! Showered and changed. I love that cleannnnn feeling! And we saw Dominic outside the toilet!! *gasp* GBF spotted him first and hurriedly asked me if that was 2, 3, 5! Hahahah.
Left for Vivo where we went to La Senza to look for you-know-whats!! Now you know what Ann forgot to bring! Teehee. Rushed down to Tampines to meet Jeremy for Avatar 3D. But we didn't watch in the end cos there were no seats except in the front row.
Dinner at the food court, followed by Frolick. Ann was being her violent self and taking it out on poor Jem. GBF and I just ran away laughing like mad, leaving the embarrassing duo alone. And I freaking discovered Tampines 1 has a sky garden!!!! Like wooo!! Video on fb of Jem doing "When You Look Me In The Eyes" by Jonas Brothers *shivers; hair stands on end*
Ann's dad picked us up and sent me home, thank God. Rained quite heavily on the way back and I totally enjoyed the sound of the raindrops, smell of the rain and blow of the wind (:

Hey you guys. You made my day so awesome (: Thanks for being the loves of my life and I can't wait to go Christmas shopping with you guys on Wednesday! Miss you guys already... Toodles!


Q: Why did Polly put the kettle on?
A: Because she didn't have any clothes to wear!
Highlight for the answer!


Time for a rest, time for a break.
There's too much at stake.

I Want Your Ugly

If you know me, I normally don't do this: praise members of the opposite sex due to the sizes their egos can swell to. But, I'm making an exception.


I have to say this is damn good. Model with me gbf! :D I don't care what you say but this is good. Yeah, he's gay but Don looks good alright (Uh-oh, I feel like I'm repeating myself now). Anyhooha, I haven't come across such a great picture of someone I know in a looooooooooooong time. I'm proud to know you :D Don ain't anorexic, he's just scary skinny like me...


Because I'm kinda lazy now, 1) Grace's concert was wonderful and 2) Caroling is the best with Ann, gbf and gf.
Pictures soon when I'm not _________ with my darlings (;